Accounting test cumin soon tis saturday... and today is already thursday... ohhh... *gigantic sigh* tried out the quiz question ( revision for the test).. it turns out tat i dono hw to do most of it

:( stress.... shudnt haf skip class and procastinate my tute practice.. haf to double my efforts now..

English assignment omos done..yeapiee... feel relaxed a bit.. but on the other hand felt guilty lar.. cos i didn help much in tis assignment.. but i did go back and forth to library to print out the appendix stuff.. :p

Im seriously addicted to sleep..gotta change my habit.. hurm.. by ?? im starting to feel that the world is getin emptier again.. bz with my scholarship thingy.. its tiring to do those stuff.. but then sumhow, im feeling so numb now..

People often say live life to the maximum, but then where are my drive forces?? haiz... i still felt that wen u got the other half, u seems to strive for the best.. as in education & etc... enuf bout my craps..

In a dillemma situation tis few weeks.. i haf to decide on few thgs.. which means i haf to choose on sumtg and at the same thg forgone sumtg else..1st, its about KL trip.. supposed dat im following my fren for trip to KL.. but due to sum reason i onli manage to book the airtickets now.. but then the price shoot up and it was like few hundreds more expensive than wad my fren haf got.. Mum ask me to jus go.. but i tin i rather save those money n go the other time.. It means i haf to forgone the trip tis year.. sad..

2nd its about my scholarship thingy.. If i were to receive the scholarship by JPA, i would haf to bond to government for 6 years when im graduated.. Most important, i cant go overseas to study nymoe.. duh... clever government.. hurmmm.. i wan to reject it.. but some bitches just tat cunning.. used me as a bait.. and help me spread the news among the relatives..WTF.. Mind ur own business la.. if u were so fucking bitchy, go mind bout others' business!! step out of my life!! sorry for being rude yea my dear readers..LOL.. oh ya.. the one im accepting currently is not bonding me to government yet.. According to SUTS officer, its jus dat JPA will pay my tuition fees tis semester and gimme 5 months of allowance(FYI, its about rm2+++)!! oh yeahhhhh... haha.. im just tat clever in getting government's $$$...hahaha...jkjk...

Another fren's bdae cumin up soon.. jus a few day before my mummy's 1.. duh.. rili stuck in financial prob nw.. i wanted to gif the best for my mum of cos.. but i haf to spend on my fren too.. because she spend a lot on my bdae too.. haiz... im soorryy if i make a selfish decision yea guys... gotta run for lecture class nw..hehex.. buhbye^^

P.S to XXX & YYY,

Im not forgetting u guys la.. wad more to say exclude u ppl from my life afta ZZZ is gone.. ( I mean gone to other places to study) Im busy with study life too mar.. Its jus dat i skip quite a lot of class wen he is here.. plus final cumin soon.. so I haf to work hard.. I rarely spend my time with my Swinburne's gang too.. All I do is jus go sch for tute n lecture then go home.. even lunch i went home too.. so dun misunderstood me ya.. no matter wad, u guys will still be in my heart though we din c each other... btw, quite sad to noe hw u tink bout me..haizz