This is a post that should be updated 2 nights ago.. but before I managed to do so, my dad switched off the router and when I switched it on back, I couldn’t get the connection at all.. til the next whole day the line went crazy.. Only today its back to square.. It is still not to late to post it up now lar..LOL..Here the post goes..
It's 2.30 pm now.. everyone should be at their own dreamland perhaps? hurm.. im damn tired but i really have no reason why i cant close my eyes and sleep..hurm.. perhaps what sum1 said is right.. i miss ahem too much.. Dre, i start to fell in love with ur song, fei bu qi lai.. lol.. it gets me emo gain.. hell yeah..寂寞常在 夜里醒来.. 把我推向 更深的海...what a lonely night..@#!%$&@!#..
画上天堂 和对翅膀
尽力飞到那远方
飞的路上 蒸发所有的伤
才能到天堂
You are the one
don't let me fly
回忆太难 推开
天堂的门早向我打开
我却走不进来
曾经是自由的云彩
为你化作水流向大海
寂寞常在 夜里醒来
把我推向 更深的海
明知你不是幸福海
越来越沉 浮不出来
为了找爱 背负太多的债
再也飞不起来
你能包容 太多的爱
融在一起化不开
我的翅膀 被一滴泪烫伤
再也飞不起来
The flashback of memories... inevitable pain.. hoping u r stil by myside.. i always thought tat i could let go.. i could forget.. fren often say "since u can take it up, so u shud noe hw to put it down".. i dono y im so stubborn about tis.. noone like to be in this state.. neither do i.. i want to be happy of cos.. but like the meaning of the song, i really feel like i cant hold on anymore..难道我再也飞不起来了吗? For the past few days i have been stop thinking bout him.. but alas i stil dreamt bout him.. a bad dream of cos.. never noe tat i could hurt like this.. never noe tat i could love someone until this stage.. never noe i could be this foolish.. I do hate you sometime.. but i hated myself more.. that i let myself walking on this miserable path.. knowing u are back in kuching, i rili scare i wil bump into u sumwer on the streets.. but i rili wish to have a look at the u now.. jus a look will b enuf.. hurm.. knowing that u have special some1 by urside, with the pain and sour feeling in heart, i stil feel happy for u though.. hope u cherish her and never repeat ur mistake.. hope tat she will be 100000xxx better than me..hope tat the 2 of u will be happy ever after.. jus hope tat i dun get to bump into u guys..我能感受 他比我适合 爱放了手 我伪装冷漠..请原谅我 好想自私将你占有..一个寂寞就给我承受
换你过更好的生活.. time will heal all my pain i bliv.. although 1 year and 3 months of time have not proven anythg yet.. Suddenly thought of a song.. a memorable 1 indeed.. although this song created a nightmare for both of us, bt stil i like it very much..cus u ever sang it to me.. will never forgt that moment..
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂
當有你的溫熱
腳邊的空氣轉了
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合
當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著
你知道 就算大雨讓整座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱 受不了
看見你背影來到
寫下我 度秒如年難捱的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了 最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城堡
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Chlo_e at
1/14/2009 01:29:00 AM
Fun time always moved very fast aint it? I miss the time hanging out with friends.. currently everyone seems to busy with working life.. we only manage to meet up during weekends.. Not like schooling time where we get to go out for lunch or hang out during break.. And after new year, we have to bid goodbye to a few friends again.. well, that's life.. u wont grow up if life is owes calm.. Jus send my enrolment form last nyt.. did it online with a few friends with the hope that the management could arrange us to be in the same clas.. i dont tink the chances of me being in the same class with them are high.. not even more than 10%.. there's 2 reason.. 1. somehow, i dono why my doc's file attachment isnt in the mail while im 100% sure i attached in already yet.. zzz 2. All of them are taking accounting. I repeat ALL OF THEM.. sigh.. not even single one is on the same boat with me.. guess i wil be sinking soon? alone? duh~~
OK..back to what the topic says.. I missed Kado Cafe! haha.. went there 4 o 5 times already..
Who says u have to be at the beach to listen to those seashells sound?
*Photo taken from Kwee & Jia's blog. Credit for them*
O welll, i miss waterfront too..
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Chlo_e at
1/13/2009 11:15:00 PM
