Im damn damn tired now.. Having difficulties to sleep last night.. no idea of why.. oh yea.. maybe overslept during the noon time?? My life is really upside down for the past few weeks.. Eating time are not fixed, get to skip meals, eat a lot for a certain time, skip dinner and so on.. Sleeping time is worse.. my goodness.. i have no idea how to get back to how it was supposed to be like.. Was on phone call with a friend of mine 1 sumtg in the morning.. after that i tried to get into sleep.. later, like 1 hour later, wen i was about to step into dreamworld, received a phone call again..hishhh.. after that my mind was soo damn fresh that i have to use few hours time to try to sleep.. then early in the morning wake up sooo early sum more.. total up i guess i only slept for like 2 hours plus plus.. maybe im getting old.. tats y im having insomnia..

Have buffet lunch with uni gang at Hartz Chicken( P.S. Kwee,,, I got it right this time..LOL.. i surely will think of u wen i came across this words the next time.. And will tell the story to my kids in the future of how this aunt of theirs so fierce teaching their mum how to get the words in the right sequence..Rofl..im talking like as if i gona have so many kids in the future..haha..) We have super duper lotsa fun..laughing all the way we were eating and on the way back to uni.. it has been since a long long time ago we had such fun cus every1 is packed with their own stuff to do.. Later they all headed to library for their marketing group discusion and i made my way back home.. I felt so guilty to have ate so much.. thinking of doing some exercise.. intend to call up Stephen for a jog but tinking of how scorching hot the weather out there is, i cancel that.. thought of calling Dre to gym but im afraid she is busy with ahemx2.. so at the end i join my 2 little sis & dad for badminton, then go jogging with my 2 little sis around the neighbourhood.. gona go gym to burn up all those calories tomolo.. and badminton on this sunday.. hope everythg turns up well..

Well talking about blogging.. i left my blog dry up for a period of time.. sometimes i choose not to blog right after an event has took place.. well people in anger tend to talk a lot of things that might offend the others. Im learning hard on how to control my anger, how to take things easy and not to be so calculative.. that's y u see me blog less bout things that's happening around nowadays. If i blog sure i gona go on and on bout disatisfaction bout this and that..No use to cry over spilt milks aint it. For example, there's a lot of things happening in and out of campus since the new semester started. A lot of things Im certainly not happy or satisfied with, I swallowed it right down to myself. I don't wana kick a fuss in fronts of 'em cos i realised that sometimes to the others, they don't see that as a problem at all or they don't realise what they have done at all.. swallow it all down to myself, at least it will get erased off soon.. although there will still be some stain left.. I see a patch of dark ahead.. like there's no tomorrow.. i can feel that this world is really scary.. how friends get to betray each other.. well human beings are born to be selfish.. sumtime i know ppl are jus "using" me but what can i really do.. sigh.. Im tired of life.. how good if i can choose how i wana lead my life..

Were argueing with a friend on how to forgive and forget.. if we were to take into account every single thing, that we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong, who should take the 1st move and such, then the problem wont be solved until the end of life ryt? I used to think that way before this.. i saw a sentence that caught my attention in a particular blog that sounds this way " If they don't look for me nevermind, i can always find new friends". Honestly i found that it implied on somebody and my first response is" walao..so vip mer that people have to ask him/her out and why not he/she take the first move instead? " but eventually i try to think from various perception and angle, i end it with a sigh, saying "suan le ba".. friends are not supposed to be that calculative.. we can have endless of arguments saying what kind of friends is true friends and who is worth to be friend with, but different people have the different judgement, at the end we still hold the last decision to believe who and who not.. i totally disappointed in friendship already.. will learn not to care so much and just live a peaceful life..

New semeseter is going on just fine i guess..it's just that i have to get myself get used to the current timetable which is finishing class 2 o 3 in the afternoon. I wana kick off the habits of taking nap after class.. if not im gona have difficulties in falling asleep at night time again.. I hate Accounting man.. i never like it anyway.. sigh.. i still love marketing the most.. easy to earn marks through presentation..hehe.. just done the first presentation..phew* it's really not easy to work that out man..hurm.. those who know will know what i mean.. tons of assignment, homeworks, quiz and test ahead.. i still have to work..hurm.. i wish i could quit immediately right now but its a matter of responsibility.. sigh..aint earning $$ at all.. cus i tend to spend more than i earn..

I miss somebody soooo much..sob sob...and i really have headache to get rid of some pest that kept bugging me.. sigh..