It has been years since i last visited the dentist. Pity one of the dentist who got bitten by me when I'm about 7 years old?
Nightmare begins .
It sounds like this .
It feels like this.
Nightmare don't stop here. He says i gotta go back again. Sigh
"If you love someone so deeply,let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours, forever to hold. If it doesn't then you should know that it doesnt meant to be yours at all."
Micro Quiz result is out..im lieing to u if i say im satisfied with my results.. Disappoinment all over in the air.. shooo them away.. Its only 5 marks.. Im gona do better for midterm i swear.. I just cant get it why it has to be that way.. sigh.. It seems like im doing badly whenever i put my effort in teaching friends. Seriously no jokes no bluffing ok. Same thing happened for Economic midterm last 2 semester.. in the end of everytg, my friends whom i thought them all got a far far far better results from me and even getting full marks.. gosh.. I hate skyping the day before any assessment.. and I swear I'm not gonna teach anyone else anymore.. just don't violate my compassion, please.... Let's see how it works that way..
Accounting today is really a big headache.. just hope it aint gonna be any worse than micro's result.. I'm so preoccupied with utilising the online features especially Friendster, Facebook, Skype and Blogspot.. Two nights(6pm-2/3am) is wasted just like that in front of laptop doing all those stuff that bring more harms rather than good.. i have to find ways to stop doing this..
While i was in Padini trying out heels, i saw his parent. The very first reaction is quickly turn over the other side. I have no idea why.. my mind suddenly came into a blank picture.. It has been 1 year plus i last saw them. I miss the time having dinner with them and such.. hurm.. Is it i reacted this way because i still care bout him, i still hoping to be with him and want everythg to get back to how it used to be? haih... wish i could stop thinking bout this..
Went to Kasun's party @ Jambu.. quite not in the mood already in first place.. then sumtg else add on to it.. haih.. i wonder why it has to be that way.. is it wrong for being straightforward and honest? really really tired and sick of everytg..i wish i could turn my ears deaf.. turn my eyes blind.. so i won't know what's going on. is that gona be better? hurmm..
"Sometimes we hurt our friend's feelings but we don't know. They cry alone but we don't know. They pray for us but we don't know. And now as a friend of yours, im really sorry if i did anythg to hurt you. Send this to all of your friends that you ever hurt or anythg. So that they know you need a forgiveness from them. The one who receive this message is a very lucky person because only good friends will know when they did wrong to you"...
I think I'm lucky enough cos i received more than 5 of this SMS just in a few minutes.. Well, grateful that I have so many friends that still remmber me although we seldom contact and meet each others. As a good friend, of cos i forwarded back to those who sent it to me and some particular friends. Some people think that forwarded msg is jus a waste of time and money, somehow I agree with that cos we are totally benefiting DIGI.. in the other hand, I think its a way i keep in touch with friends..
"A coin is easy to earn, but a friend is hard to find. Coin is depreciating but a friend is appreciating. I lost a coin when i send messages, but i earn a friend"
Supposed to return to library for accounting revision after lunch at Causeway Bay@ Crown but in the end we went to airport to buy birthday gift for a friend of ours.. Try all sort of perfumes.. =.=" Felt so dizzy.. I likey scent of a few perfume.. considering to buy 1.. should i invest those money on clothes and bags rather than perfume? Dilemma.. Its been a long time since we last camwhore.. and my blog is stuffed with words everyday.. its time to put some pics for refreshment =)
Some pictures just don't look right at certain angle..
Off for another tuition class at night..It could be tiring sometimes but i can feel the satisfaction when they get good grades durin exam.. showing me their exam sheets and say "I improve a lot teacher".. I just received my pay for last month =) thehe.. It's not a large sum of money but its my effort afterall..
I woke up today and saw the reflection of mine through mirrow.. My face getting rounder.. In fact, I've gained approximately 2 o 3 kg..geezzzz.. I guess I'm just too stress this so lately.. Nah.. that's just a reason for me to eat more.. Seriously I'm really changing into a big eater.. I have been eating and eating since I wake up and even the last minute before sleep. And if and only that you realise there's more pimples on my face recently.. it's bcos of all those peanuts and broad beans that I'm addicted with lately.. Pathetic me =(
My memory capasity is shrinking.. I went out of house with everythg in perfect condition. Not until I reach Swinburne, I remember I forget something. It has been repeatedly happening these few days.. First, I forget to bring my handphone for 2 consequent days so I had to make an U-turn at the traffic light just to get back home. Second, I forget my QA book.. Hope there is no more third time..
That's my new ways of keeping notes.. I ought to be more systematic..hurm.. I even have to put a note on all the files about when and where is my lectures and tutorials so that I wouldn't have to sms my friends everytime before tutorial.. How could I possibly forget the location of my class whilst its the same for every weeks? Thats why I say that I'm getting old.. No doubt bout that..
I'm done with all my marketing presentation.. quite relieve actually.. I know im getting a little bit too fast with my presentation this morning.. Owell that's how I am.. I did remind myself to go at slow pace but somehow tak jadi pulak when I'm in front of the whole class.. Jus pray that no marks deducted for that. And it's considered ok already la since I put not much effort into it. I seriously hate procrastination in me. I have to get ready for Marketing & Micro midterm in this 2 weeks time. But gotta get familiar with Accounting first and not to forget QA assignment. I know I'm loso, ppl..This is just a reminder to myself lah.. Anyway, I'm w0ndering why I'm so lost in Accounting this sem.. It feels so frustrated when everyone else around seems to be so professional already and yet I'm just started on learning how to fill in the worksheet. Forget bout balance sheet and income statement. I would feel more than happy if I could fill in the worksheet without a single mistake.
I think I spent more time on blogging rather than studies. Im so stress! Sigh~
