On tis day of 2007, i had made a foolish/regretful/right decision for both me and him.. I dono wich shud it be.. but then sumhw its a mix feeling.. I felt tat im so regret over it now.. but at the same time i think the decision wich i had made 1 year ago was the best for both me and him.

Time just passed dat fast.. within tis 1 year, i tink both you and me had grown and change a lot.. perhaps im still who i am.. waiting foolishly for you.. I noe it wont be resulting in anythg at all.. but somehow, the place for u in my heart is jus dat special and irreplaceable.. i tried to squeeze in another person but somehw u r stil the 1 i loved all the time..

Thinking back of how we created so much memories of those time together was like peeling of the flesh of my heart.. i rather some1 just take a knife and stab it into my heart.. never know i could hurt like this.. within tis 1 year, i never forget to think about you even just 1 day.. i dont wana make u think like i cant survive without u. i kept on telling myself that i could find some1 else thousand or millions time better than u do.. but somehow it's just a way i cheated mysev.. my heart cnt stop telling me tat u r the 1 i gona love forever..perhaps u cud tink tat is ridiculous. but then again thats hw i feel.. i wonder if i have another chance to show u i had changed! to show u im gona treat u better than hw i did in the past! to show u tat i truely LOVE U!!

Really wish u could have read wad i wrote.. but as if ur gona care.. somehw im gona keep on waitin n waitin again.. i rili wana be with u.. say wad? say me foolish.. say me idiot..anytg u called me.. im just a girl dat folo wad beats of my heart says.. i rili love u, dear...i meant every little thing i said.. i swear..