I saw KennySia jogging on my way to work! haha... rofl... somehow i tink tat he is being famous, not recognised by all, but only bloggers>.<"..

My line is so sucky!! Hate streamyx.. why cant i get my connection after paying hundred bucks for the bill every month? And the operator for the customer service are so rude :( Life without internet could be quite bored. and it seems like disconnecting me with all my friends and ppl around.. luckily im not staying at home for the whole day lately.. i have been out from the house early in the morning, back a while for bath and dinner and out again for tuition and back home only around 9 something.. i barely talk to mum also..

Im having imsomnia!! haiz.. i dono why i cant fall asleep eventhough i was really really exhausted.. staring at ceiling every night, thinking of that particular someone, brain keep on spining and think and think.. this kind of feeling is so lonely.. hmm.. anyway, i kept the movie running in my laptop which is just beside me.. watch it until the movie watch me instead.. close it the next morning when im awake.. i knew its gonna kill all of my brain cells.. but what to do.. dats the only way to make me sleep...enuf of my blah..

oh ya..went to a "family" type of temple last night.. their way of praying lord buddha are quite diff.. i was shocked at first.. but i followed their way of praying also lar.. as a way of respect.. then there is something like a kind of discussion talking about human behaviour.. most of the thing said are very true.. lemme share some which i can remmber with you guys..

Have you ever wonder how ant's world are like.. looking at two ants which walk across each other, stopping for a while, whispering to each other, then 1 of the ant would follow the another 1.. have u ever think of what they are actually doing? ppl nowadays are too busy with their own life that they tend to neglect those who need help.. baby come into the world with empty handed, those who leave the world would lie in the coffin empty handed too.. u come to the world with nothg and leave with nothg too, u call it a wasteful life or a meaningfull 1?

People are too calculative sometimes * i agree that i am 1*.. u will owes tink "owh..tis person do this and this to me last time.. owh.. tat guy take so much of advantage from me before but he din even say a thank you.. owh... tat gal owes ask help from me but she never help me...". Have u ever wonder how u are safe from disaster or accident? who save u? isit god? so did god say to u " eh.. i save your life ha! u must remmber me!!" They are trying to say dont be too calculative and u might find that life would be happier that way.. well, say is definitely easier than well done.. but try to do so oso no harm lar.. so i will try to let bygone be bygone^^

There are a lot of thing tat make us feel angry *kek sim* or suffering isnt it? Human being are born with human nature of course.. human nature are always selfish *its not claimed by me har*.. and they tend to speak ill of others.. if u were to care tis so-and-so say me dis and tat so-and-so say me dat, wen would u lead a pure life? sometimes just close 1 eye open 1 eye might be good for both parties.. its not worth it to angry.. u cant stop ppl from talking bout u, criticising u.. let them do wadeva they want cus mouth are on their face, brain are in their head.. god is watching.. and he knows... well, for me i tink this is well said.. so im not gona care wad ppl tink bout me or say about me.. i lead my life for mysev not for others.. others want to say is their prob.. :) the talk seems to "enlighten" me bout lotsa things.. a worth it night..