A super duper tired day~ Was having whole day class from 830 til 630~ Anyway, during marketing class, me n my frens like to disturb our beloved tutor-Mr Petrus.. then afta class, i would chit chat with him like usual..

So shocked to find out that he worked in bank previously.. And it is PUBLIC BANK summoe.. a very familiar words to me.. public bank..duh.. curiosity really kills the cat.. so i was being curious and asked him whether he noe the general manager for public bank who is in charge of the whole sarawak...** he is my ex's dad**Mr Petrus answered yea.. no surprise at all..=.=" It made me tink of lotsa thing.. my mind was quite in a stir up condition tat moment..but i managed to hide my expression..

What playing in my mind was those memories.. How i used to dine out with his family.. how much time spent with his family in a week(more than the time im with my on family).. How often his dad become our driver when we go on dates..how we planned for vacation... how i used to join his family for any occasion(eg:his mum's bdae,his grandma grand 80 bdae celeb,my bdae n so on)...

I rili rili miss those time.. haiz...how i wish i can go back to those time... i noe its impossible.. but i just couldnt let go.. i wonder when is the day that i would take off the ring..which shall means tat i have already leting go.. But for the moment im stil going to put it on my fingers..it shall remain there.. as long as i stil have the feelings for him~

p.s. his bdae cumin soon :(