I wonder when can i grow a little bit more mature.. when can i stop clinging onto the past.. I jus cudnt find the right co-ordination for my heart and brain.. my brain say i mus do dis n dis but then my heart will protest sumhw.. so in the end? i ended up in doing sumtg ridiculous..

I will never satisfied with anytg owh.. i noe i shud feel glad dat so and so finally replied.. of cos im extremely happy.. but on the other hand, i felt like he dunt even care about a thing.. why guys are owes lidat.. mayb dat explain why they die off so early.. keep all the thg to themsev onli..

Life seems to be so empty seems the day u left.. i shud be hating u isnt it? haiz.. i stil wana noe wads hapenin in ur life, to hold ur hand, to go through thick & thin wit u, to receive sms from u, to hear u callin me baby, and there's a lot a lot of thg we neva do yet.. i hate it wen everytym i try to approach u, u tryin to act cool.. i dun mind wad u did in the past.. im ready to forgiv n forget it thoroughly.. as long as i have the chance again..

will people who live without love has a longer life? hmm... i often asked mysev shud i wait or giv up.. no1 will understand hw i feel.. 想看你想躲你难以决定..often i tried nt to think bout u n vanish from ur life.. obviously i failed.. i will wait for u.. no matter hw long it takes.. i mean it..

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静

Whenever i feel like getting close to u, u always try to act calm

眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明

Your expression tells everytg

我只想要证明我们这段爱情

I just wana prove tat our love

也许在你眼里它只是个游戏

Perhaps it is just a game to u

我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧

I just wana get close to u, wana hug u tightly

会想到那过去和现在新的你

think of the previous u & the presence u

我还想要参与你的生活点滴

i still wana get involve in ur daily life

只要你肯相信

As long as u believe

我一定会陪你走下去

I will accompany u

能不能够让我再说我爱你

can i say " i love u" again?

还是你已不想听

or u dun even wana hear tat from me anymore

能不能够把你彻底的忘记

can i forget u completely

我是真的搞不清

i rili cant make it clear..

hmm... i seems to blog a lot bout tis thg hor? perhaps it shud come to an end.. or else sum1 gona say tat im emo liao...

i stil haf to thank u no matter wad.. thank u for bringing me tat short period of happiness..

uhh.. i shud concentrate o final exam nw... haiz...