This is a post that should be updated 2 nights ago.. but before I managed to do so, my dad switched off the router and when I switched it on back, I couldn’t get the connection at all.. til the next whole day the line went crazy.. Only today its back to square.. It is still not to late to post it up now lar..LOL..Here the post goes..

It's 2.30 pm now.. everyone should be at their own dreamland perhaps? hurm.. im damn tired but i really have no reason why i cant close my eyes and sleep..hurm.. perhaps what sum1 said is right.. i miss ahem too much.. Dre, i start to fell in love with ur song, fei bu qi lai.. lol.. it gets me emo gain.. hell yeah..寂寞常在 夜里醒来.. 把我推向 更深的海...what a lonely night..@#!%$&@!#..

画上天堂 和对翅膀

尽力飞到那远方

飞的路上 蒸发所有的伤

才能到天堂

You are the one

don't let me fly

天堂的门早向我打开

曾经是自由的云彩

越来越沉 浮不出来

为了找爱 背负太多的债

你能包容 太多的爱

融在一起化不开

我的翅膀 被一滴泪烫伤

飞不到天堂

You are the one

don't let me fly

回忆太难 推开

天堂的门早向我打开

我却走不进来

曾经是自由的云彩

为你化作水流向大海

寂寞常在 夜里醒来

把我推向 更深的海

曾经是自由的云彩

为你化作水流向大海

寂寞常在 夜里醒来

把我推向 更深的海

明知你不是幸福海

越来越沉 浮不出来

为了找爱 背负太多的债

再也飞不起来

The flashback of memories... inevitable pain.. hoping u r stil by myside.. i always thought tat i could let go.. i could forget.. fren often say "since u can take it up, so u shud noe hw to put it down".. i dono y im so stubborn about tis.. noone like to be in this state.. neither do i.. i want to be happy of cos.. but like the meaning of the song, i really feel like i cant hold on anymore..难道我再也飞不起来了吗? For the past few days i have been stop thinking bout him.. but alas i stil dreamt bout him.. a bad dream of cos.. never noe tat i could hurt like this.. never noe tat i could love someone until this stage.. never noe i could be this foolish.. I do hate you sometime.. but i hated myself more.. that i let myself walking on this miserable path.. knowing u are back in kuching, i rili scare i wil bump into u sumwer on the streets.. but i rili wish to have a look at the u now.. jus a look will b enuf.. hurm.. knowing that u have special some1 by urside, with the pain and sour feeling in heart, i stil feel happy for u though.. hope u cherish her and never repeat ur mistake.. hope tat she will be 100000xxx better than me..hope tat the 2 of u will be happy ever after.. jus hope tat i dun get to bump into u guys..我能感受 他比我适合 爱放了手 我伪装冷漠..请原谅我 好想自私将你占有..一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活.. time will heal all my pain i bliv.. although 1 year and 3 months of time have not proven anythg yet.. Suddenly thought of a song.. a memorable 1 indeed.. although this song created a nightmare for both of us, bt stil i like it very much..cus u ever sang it to me.. will never forgt that moment..

這是一首簡單的小情歌　　

唱著人們心腸的曲折　　

當有你的溫熱　　

腳邊的空氣轉了　　

這是一首簡單的小情歌　　

唱著我們心頭的白鴿　　

我想我很適合　

當一個歌頌者　　

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