I just read a blog of a friend of mine..and here's an extract of 1 of d post..

" What's the point of having the girl back? If she has some affair with another dude ONCE, she would do it the 2nd time, 3rd or I dont know, the 100th times? Whats the point of having her "body" back when her heart's no longer with you? Whats the point of making out with someone when inside her mind, she's thinking of another dude?"

The moment i read this, everything i had got in my mind is about my ex.. The extract reflected to story of me life.. I admit i that i still can't forget my ex..and the stupid thing is I'm still waiting for the day that he would come back to me.. perhaps what is wrote in the extract above is right.. "What is the point to have him back when his heart is no longer with you".Correction-> Nothing wrong with the statement but my heart just can't accept the reality.

I remember that there's one time a guy told me that "You should give up though. From a thought of a guy, i can tell u that once a guy let go of the relationship, they wont go back for it anymore.Who would be so stoopid that they are willing to lick back their split? Its same for this situation. Once the feeling is gone, its hard to find it back"

Perhaps i rely on him too much last time..That's why im feeling so lost the moment he walked out of my life.. I never regretted though. At least i had tried my best.

P.S./ Like once, there's such a huge space between us yet I am the only one who tried to fill it up. Still, I thank you for those wonderful & fabulous memories u brought into me life..AND

The last tears that i will dropped for u..

Should i forget....

Life still has to go on~I'm gonna lead a better life than u do!